Long for Friday~

I'm tired.
It is difficult, but i'm trying my best.
Commitment aren't as easy as i think.
There's so many sacrifice to be made.
But its ok
God will provide. 
Always will, always do.


Suddenly it struck me that..
whenever i feel so tired, so useless, so weak, so down,

I'm not alone.

And there is always someonelse in this world that have a harder life.
And compare to those people, mine is no big deal.
And i know so many friends that have so many burden, commitment and problems and still they are trying their best to carry on.
Because i know that they put their trust in God.
And i pray that they will continue to lean on God, and put their hope in Him.

And well,
i realize something today,
actually i did realized this long time ago, but it become so clear today after i talk to my friend.

even though he/she put a big smile on their face,
even though he/she always joke and laugh with other,
even though people feel so impressed with her/him,

sometime people don't know what's really going in other's life.

It doesn't mean that they don't have problems or difficulties,
it doesn't mean that they are always happy 24/7,
it doesn't mean that they are succesful in all parts of their life,
it doesn't mean that they won't break down.

Being in this position myself, i understand his position now.
And the least i can do now is to pray.
Becasuse that's what a friends are for.


Thank You for all the angels U sent to me, Lord God.
 Bless him, strengthen him, and be with him. Amen!