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Saturday, February 11, 2012

Its been a while since i'm this PISSED OFF

It's been a long while since i really been this pissed off.
I considered myself to be quite a patient person.


Sia rasa la..Mungkin sia perasan, tapi sia agak yakin di situ bahawa sia ialah seorang penyabar dan yakni lebih bersabar dari sabariah dan sabruddin..

Long time ago since i can remember.

Paling last sia MARADANG yang macam mau kasi tabalik mija pun ada ialah....time sia pigi kadai mo order minuman, sia order jus avocado tapi tiada, trus sia order jus tembikai pun tiada juga, terus dengan yakinnya sia order ice lemon tea pun teda lemon diabilang.
Trus macam sia rasa sia dalam rancangan 'Just For Fun' yang dadi sia selalu tingu punya rancangan yang kasi buduh urang ni yang ada hidden kamera.
Last-last sia order teh tarik ping kali tuh. Nasib baik ADA.


Lucu punya kadai.. miahaha. apa seja yang sia mo order, memang teda kali. Fuh~


So, here goes the story.

I went to KK with my parent today. And to make it to the point, we drop by at the fish market there.
The fish market that is next to the..erm. to the sea? *Its not important anyway.

Eeee itu pasar ikan sanaa bah. yang di belakang pasar pilipin KK. 


Then my dad and mum jalan-jalan pergi membeli belah di pasar ikan itu, maka saya pun membuntuti mereka dan seperti biasa, secara automatiknya dan demokratiknya tugas saya ialah tukang pigang barang.


As my dad and mum wander around the fish market, they bought fishes, crabs, mussels, and squids.

Which all of these end up at my hand. 
'Kamu mau kasi makan satu kampung ka ni, dady..?'

Sia rasa kalau buli, memang mo kasih panuh tuh belakang hilux dengan seafood2 sekalian.

Ini baru pasar ikan ni, ugou. Belum lagi masuk pasar yang di dalam. 
"Patutlah sia kana suruh ikut pigi kk.." sia berbisik dalam hati nurani sia.


Sia redha jugala sebab: 
1. Sebab kami teda amah suda bah. Kalau suda basar tu anak2 semua, anak2 la otomatik jadi amah kali kan. JK.
2. Sebab sia juga yang makan tu makanan nanti. 


Then my dad ask me to wait for the fish to be gutted as he went to buy more seafood. I think.

The guy at the stall : Bapa ko ka tuh?
(sia nda mau jawab ba tuh tapi nasib sia nda sumbung)
Me : Eyaa.
The guy : Oh bapa ko.. Mentua sia lai tuh kan? Hiihi..
Me : Mmmbah.. (sia mau katawa juga dengan gurauan dia tapi sia pura-pura tersenyum mesra seja..)
Reaksi sia


I'm okay with people being playful like that. They are just being super unnecessarily friendly.
And i'm also okay with the 'psstt..psst..' and 'peewit~' and whatsoever sound you can imagine when people try to disturb you.
Keeping my cool, i ignore all the psst and phewit and walk behind my dad.

Bah perkara besa bah tuh. 
Ko tau tau la kalau di pasar ikan ni, asal ada sumandak berjalan limpas mo mambali ikan basung pun tatap kana kacau. Sia rasa bukan di sini sejala, memang seluruh dunia pun begitu juga lumrah dia.
Tapi sia tidak marah jugala. Sebab mungkin kalau sia lalaki pun sia pun nakal juga mau mengacau orang. Buring bah tuh jual ikan. Takkan dia mau siul tuh ikan kan. Sia paham juga gima. Fuh~

Being disturbed like that is kinda common here and i adapted to be immune to those 'psst' and ''peewit~' and 'fitfeew~'
Its no big deal as long as they don't try more than that or try to touched me.

So i walked behind my dad carrying so many delicious seafood with smiley face like this:
Except that i don't dye my hair. And i don't wear ribbons on my hair. T.T

Suddenly there is this one guy walking toward me.
And it was as if that guy was trying to purposely bump into me. As if he's trying to do something funny to me.

But with my quick ninja reflexes, i dodged him.
I thought he accidentally did that, so i look back wanting to smile politely at him and i was expecting him to apologize or look sorry..at least.

And he was smiling disgustingly at me.
Something similar to this:
 


As he walk away,he keep looking at me with those eyes with that evil smile on his face.


And i'm 101% sure that he PURPOSELY try to bump into me.


And i feel so insulted. Even though i managed to dodged him and he failed to do whatever stupid things he's attempting to do.

That's a harassment dude, damn it! 
And i stop. I was too pissed off and try to control my anger.

I didn't have my picture taken at that exact time so this is the closest thing to imagine how i look:
Well, without the F word. And sangat marah sampai tuh ribbon di rambut pun tepelanting.

I look at that guy who has walk further away but still smiling disgustingly at me.
I close my eyes and breathe in...Fuh~

I was wearing my gray contact lense . And if i glare longer,i imagine myself turning into vampire like the one from the Underworld movie.


How i imagine i glare with my gray contact lense:
How i really glare at that guy:
Times this by 10 times and that's how i glare at him. Damn.
I glare at him with my most intense glare. (Refer pic above)


I wanted to shout at him but he was already far away from me. And my dad was out of sight.

Thank God he didn't managed to touch me. So i just keep my calm and search for my dad who apparently walk so quickly and is already at the parking lot when i was busy staring intensely at that damn pervert guy.

Damn it.

You yjmhfhftgbdrfveszfgbcdgvbnzx, damn pervert guy.
If i did not dodged just now and you touched me, we would end up in a police station.


Still holding the fishes, crabs, squids, and mussels on my hand, I try to control my anger and asking God for more patience. And forgiveness so that i can forgive that guy.

No point in holding on to this kind of anger with this kind of guy anyway.
I'm not letting some random guy ruining my whole day.

So,damn pervert guy.
If there's a next time, i'll see you in the police station.
With my future lawyer. *Which doesn't exist. Yet.

And when i was back at home, the anger pretty much is gone. And my mood get better when i listen to this 'It will rain' cover by Joseph Vincent. =)
Check out his video. I love all his covers!


I can't stop humming this song - It Will Rain. It keeps playing in my head.

P.s : Even though i rewrite the event in a more sense of humour way. I was really pissed off at that moment.
Well, i will be more careful next time. Dear you, please be careful too. =)

Vain-mode in the car

God be with you too,
aibeh

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

It's February

Hi February!

I miss the ocean.

To be exact, i miss Mabul.

The simple livelihood, with no vehicle and kids that greet you everytime you pass by. Sweet kan the kids? <3 (kids here at my place don't really greet strangers..)
Kids that stay happy..all the time. =)
20 cent each.  (at first i didn't know what are these..)


The ocean breeze and the wavy sea.

The blue sky with its lovely cloud.

Seaventure Platform Spotted : Gonna dive there someday!


Common sight in Mabul


Taken at Kulapuan Island. (One Day on Earth Programme)

And my favourite time is at night.
The starry starry night, the moon with its 'halo'.
(Unfortunately, i didn't took pictures of Mabul at night because i'm too busy with another night activity..mihihi)


I really love being in an island.
I can gaze at the sky and ocean all day.

So yeah..
One of my 2012 resolution : Diving at Sipadan this year on my birthday! *Finger crossed*
I went there once for a Turtle Study, but only have the chance to snorkel. Next time, i'll definitely DIVE.

Super bumpy ride to Sipadan, but it's worth every single bump!  


P.s : 

Well.
The closest thing to ocean is a swimming pool(which is 1 km walking distance from my house.)