One of Those Days

I know and understand that people come and go.

It's a part of life after all.

It's sad that one day, everyone you know will become a memory.

It feels like a tiny tiny part of me is being taken away.

I might not show much feelings on the outside, but i DO feel sad.

Even only on the inside.

Because i feel that showing it might make things harder for you..

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'Smile even when it's painful.'

I have this habit of hiding all the bitterness inside, and the more bitter it feels,

somehow the wider my smile is on the outside.

Wherever you are and whatever you are doing,

I hope and pray that it's nice where you are.

Knowing that you'll be happy and healthy...

is more than enough.

I'll keep you in my prayers.


God be with us,
aibeh

Keeping my Faith

Nobody said it was going to be easy.

I gotta learn what i got, and what i'm not, 
and who i am.

Is it okay to be not okay?
Because i am afraid that if for a second...for 1 second i show my weakness,
and admit that this is tough,
It might bring me down. Way down.

But in the meantime, i'll be fine.
I know i will.
I've come this far, and i'm keeping my faith.
Because i know that if God bring you to it,
God will bring you through it.
Amen.


Hakuna matata,
Ivy

Do The Right Thing Anyway

Wherever you are right now, remain faithful.
Always give your best.
You may not be in the right job,
you may not have the right tools,
you may not be in the right place,
you may not be with the right people
But do the right thing anyway
and God Himself will give you the right reward.—
-Bo Sanchez-

Lovely! definitely one of my To-Buy Things

May we are able do the right thing anyway,
aibeh

Please bear with me

Hey blog,
Not much time left for me to spend my days surfing the net reading random things.

So today, I stumble upon this when i was surfing the net.
And i wanted to share it.
Because sharing...is caring! C:

Its something from Bo Sanchez.


Because yesterday is Fathers day, so this would somehow be the most appropriate time to share things like this.

I made a leche flan for my dad to celebrate Fathers day,
well..the leche flan is kinda a success. The taste is alright but i gotta improve the outlook to make it more appetizing.

But since it was something that come from my heart,
I guess dad doesn't mind the outlook.


Can't blame me much since it was only the second time i made a leche flan.
I'll post the picture of my homemade leche flan the next time when i did a better version of it. C:


So..

To my hero, and to my first love, my dad Primus Chin Fook Seng,

Happy Fathers Day!

My ama om apa with me on Graduation day!

My parent with my CSGians friend who came to my house! Wee~

May Father God in heaven bless you with love, peace, joy and good health and all the blessing that you will need!



Anyways, here is what i want to share.

It's something simple, something so common that we forgot about it.

I hope you would spend your 5 minutes to read this,



Please bear with me.

Dear Child,

As I get older, please be patient with me.When I drop things or make a mess of my food, I hope you don’t shout at me or scold me.  Please bear with me.

When my eyesight dims and I stumble along my way, or when my hearing gets really bad and I can’t hear what you say, please bear with me.

When these embarrassing and difficult times come, if you could just hold my hand and tell me that you understand… I’m sorry child, I’m getting older.  Please bear with me.When my feet get crooked and my knees get weaker, when I fumble in my steps and I walk slower, I hope you remember the time when I taught you how to walk.  Please bear with me.

When I keep repeating my stories to you, sometimes 4 or 5 times a day, just smile and pretend I said it the first time.  Because to my failing memory, it’s really the first time I’m saying it to you.  Just remember how you repeated yourself as a child.  Remember how many times you asked, “Are we there yet?” every time we took a trip.  Or how many times you asked, “Mommy, can you buy me this toy?” whenever we were in a toystore?  Please bear with me.

When I don’t smell so nice, when I smell like an old person, please be patient with me.  When you smell something not too good from me, I hope you remember that when you were small, you used to sweat and smell too.  But I loved it because it was part of your growing up.  Well, my smells are part of my growing old.  Please bear with me.When I get cranky or get sensitive, or when I get sentimental and moody, or when I get pushy and demanding, all these are all part of getting old.  You’ll understand when you get older.  Please bear with me.

When you have time, I hope you visit me.  Talk with me for a few minutes.  I’m always all by myself and have no one to talk to.  I know you’re busy with work but your work will always be with you, even after I’m gone.  I won’t be here forever.  Please bear with me.Even if you’re not interested in my stories, please pretend you are. Do u remember when I used to listen to your stories about your toys, your imaginary friends, and the cartoons you watched?  Those things weren’t very interesting to me, but because they were important to you, they were important to me too.  I ask you to please bear with me.When the time comes when I get sick and bedridden, I hope you visit me.  I’m sorry if I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess.  I hope you stay with me during the last few moments of my life.  I’m not going to last much longer anyway.  Please bear with me.I pray for you everyday.  When I finally meet God, I will continue to mention your name to Him.

I love you.We love you.Please bear with me.

 Eternally,Mom and Dad 

Note to you, to anyone, and especially to myself:


Love thy parent. Spend time with them. Love them. Care for them. Show it by the little things that you do for them. Talk to them. Pray with them, and for them.


We are so busy growing up, we often forgot they are also growing old.


May you grow old with the people you love. Amen.

Keriangan dari Kota Keriangan

Last weekend, my church colleague, Catholic Student Group came to Tenom.
And they visited my house!

The fact is i really miss being a part of CSG. (Catholic Student Group)
Back in the university time, i spent a whole lot of time with them.
And those time are time where i really feel belong and literally changed my view in God.

To be honest, as a Christian,I never was a strong believer before,
but here in CSG my faith grows.
Thank God for CSG!
Its a long story. But definitely a good story though.

Anyway,
I was so happy that they came even for a while.
Weeee~
My parent are more than glad to welcome them too! ^^

They brought with them a joyful and loving heart to my house.
Thank you guys. I love CSG, and i love being a part of CSG.
Aways do, always will.

Since a picture says a thousand word, here goes a thousand word:

Quiet Before The Storm

Good am peeps!

The weather today is perfect to describe my feeling.

It's shady and the sun is nowhere to be seen.
It gives you this describable warm feeling.

Clouds are forming, and it's quiet.
It's almost like the Quiet Before The Storm.



If a storm is coming,
I hope the storm do bring the rainbows along.

It's coming

May you keep me strong when the storm come,
aibeh

HUMANS ARE LIKE BUTTERFLY

Good am peeps!

You know how different people are attracted to different things?

Yes, well..even our 5 fingers has different height, what more is our personal interest ba.

Some people love ‘this’, while some people love ‘that.

 But doesn’t mean that they can’t love each other right?  (yeah. sometime i’m confuse of my own words too)

After all, people can be different, but at the end of the day..

Love remain the same.. Love is still Love.

I vaguely remember since when exactly, but I’m very much attracted to nature like the ocean , and plants and any other creature that have to do with nature.

I’m mesmerized by them, especially by those little things in our everday life.

It feels like i really learn a lot from them. A lot.

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I found that Human are a lot like Butterfly.

(Well at least i thought so)

Let me relate it with a few stories..or examples.

THE BOY AND THE BUTTERFLY STRUGGLE (i came up with this title my own)

I bet you are familiar with the butterfly cocoon story, do you?

Where the butterfly was supposed to struggle to push its way  through the tiny oppening of its cocoon and pushes out its body and into its wings.

But instead, the boy help the butterfly by snipping the cocoon to create a bigger hole on the cocoon in order to let the butterfly emerge from it.

However, the butterfly end up with a shriveled wings and swollen body.

The boy’s good intentions hurt the butterfly. Because without the struggle, the butterfly would never fly. 

(We)Human too, in order to ‘fly’, need to struggle at some point in their life.

THE BEAUTIFUL WINGS OF THE BUTTERFLY(yeah, i came up with this on my own too)

I was browsing through the internet and i saw this wonderful quote :

Butterfly can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can. 

People are like that as well.

And i found this so very true.

Oh, then i start browsing and i found that butterfly  can’t hear, they are  nearsighted.

( Well, perhaps this explain why they can’t see their wings)

Instead, the can feel vibration and they have excellent sense of smell. They ‘taste’ with their feet.

Butterfly has amazingly beautiful wings, but they can’t see it.

Human have wings too. And human’s wings are something that can’t be seen litteraly.

I believe that human are angels in disguise.

You know, not all the angels have wings, and not all that have wings are angels.

Because devil have wings too. (yeah we can have either type of wings)

I guess that’s why you can’t see our human wings if you don’t look at it the right way.

Question that sprang to my mind :

  If even the litterally obvious beautiful wings can’t be seen, what more is the human’s invisible wings?

 And it doesn’t matter how beautiful your wing is if you can’t see it yourself. Right? Why bother having one anyway? Right again?

Well.. perhaps, the wings on your back is not the only wing you own, there’s another beautiful wings that lies on your heart. 

And here goes the answer that follow along after thinking for a while :

I guess sometime it’s okay even if you can’t see your own beautiful wings on your back.

As long as you know its there, as long as you realize that what makes you truly beautiful lies not only your back,

But most importantly, in you heart.

 Maybe we do see it, but sometime for some reason something along the way  come and block our view from seeing our beautiful wings.

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Sometime i wonder if the reason why we can’t see our wings all the time is because God wants us to see 

other people’s wings too.

To assure and remind them again that they too have beautiful wings.

That we are all beautiful. In our own way. (u just gotta figure out in what way)

And beauty is something to be shared. Not only the physical tangible beauty.

Because beauty take various forms such as the kindness of heart. Or a simple gesture by strangers. You name it.

Its only normal that we human have flaws. But its the flaws that define us. And it is also the flaw that make us want to be better. Isn’t it?

And the flaw of not seeing our own wings sometimes can turn out to be a good thing too.

Because if we can see our beautiful wings everyday, we get too fond of ourself, (after all we are only human)

Thus we become too proud to look at other but ourself. And that proud make you want to ‘fly’ alone.

Well what use is it no matter how beautiful your wings are if you are alone.

Perhaps, its a good thing that we don’t see our beautiful wing all the time. Right?

Because we are not the only beautiful creature that God has created. May God bless you with a beautiful heart everyday of your life, so that you can be a beautiful child of God.

Amen.

May you found your way to 'fly' to heaven,

aibeh

PROTECTING WHAT YOU LOVE

You know, it's only fair that if we love something,
we want to protect it.

And the ocean is one of the thousand things that i love.

These days i live far away from the ocean.
And when i miss the ocean,
when i miss the brisk salty breeze air,
or the feeling of sand between my toes,
i watch discovery channel. (or the Astro channel from 550 to 556)

Well, i know i can only see it through the television, but still it somehow make it bearable.

And today i am reminded that to protect what you love, you don't only protect the particular species.

You protect where it lives too. Its habitat, its sanctuary, its nursery.

So in conclusion, when you protect the ocean, you protect the species that lives within it too.

I don't know how much you love the ocean or for what reason you love the ocean,
but if you do love the ocean, let us at least do our own part to protect it.


And i'm crossing my finger that one day i'll be a part of the team to protect the ocean.
....and the other things that i love.

may you found the courage to protect what you love,
aibeh 8.39

Holding Hand

Did you know that sea otter hold hand while they are sleeping so that they don't float away from each other?

I went 'Aww..' watching the otter reaching for its partner's hand. 

Totally adorable!

So, yeah. What i'm trying to say today is:

Find someone that don't only reach for your hand, but also your heart.

This just made my day. C:

Damn sweet

May you have a sweet day. Cheers!

Random Thoughts

I'm having random thoughts again. Things i would love to do before i die.

1. Open a baby clothes store. This thought popped out when i was crocheting my nephew's beanie, and it turn out really cute! Doii..please la aibeh.. Ya, a girl can dream right? 


2. I'm gonna sneak into a swimming pool in the middle of the night and swim as long as i want. This is just crazy, but definitely one of the things that i always want to do.


3.  Conquer Mr Everest's heart. Actually, I mean to conquer Mount Kinabalu. Definitely!


Here's a thought. To make these dreams come true quicker perhaps i should marry off some rich sons of millionaire and ask him to make number 1 and 2 come true by buying a store and a swimming pool for me. 
Well i doubt that he can buy me number 3 though. 


According to my statistical analysis, the probability of marrying some rich guy that are :

- guy with good looking, nice and romantic character
- guy i'm in love with 
- and actually loves me back


 is like 99.9%.. 


IF you are the main actress in a korean movie. 


So the chances for it to happen in real life is 1%. 


Okay, i guess it's enough for now. Should accomplished one of these before i list out another random thoughts again.

Have a nice day, peeps. Be blessed! :)

i'm wearing my onceinablue beanie

12.29 pm

Dear you,

I'm sick of this. I'm sick of you avoiding and running away instead of Facing it.

Perhaps you join the Running Man show since you are so good at running away!

I just hope that you will figure it out before it's too late.

Tired and confused,
me 23.35 pm

Baby, please remember

'Don't you remember?
When will i see you again?'

Tuning to Adele's song early in the morning, you can't help but think of your past.
Listening to her lyric, you can really FEEL her emotions that she puts through her song.
She must really love that guy so much. Whoever he is.
Well, like you said Adele,
Sometime it last in love,
but sometime it hurt instead.

Well my friend, i say love ain't love until it hurts.
Ya they said time heals, but i guess God is the greatest healer.
My friend, when love hurt too much, offer your broken pieces of heart to God and let Him fix it.

P.s : Will i still remember you tomorrow? And the day after?

I am happy when i'm surrounded by water.

I miss it so much.
I wanted to go to a beach now, and shouted as loud as i can.

The feeling. That connection. That comfort. Of being one with the ocean.

Maybe i was too used to being near to ocean during my 3 years of taking my marine science course back then. Perhaps i did take it for granted..
And when i went to Semporna and Mabul for 2 months, that feeling came crawling back again...

Welcome to Semporna :D

The Dragon Inn. View from my office.

If i've ever make any right decision in my life, this has to be one of it.
I came to Semporna to be the daily paid assistant of Tuna Fisheries in WWF Semporna, where i basically assisted in collecting information regarding tuna from the community and fishermen in Mabul and Semporna..

At first, I was excited and thrilled. But the doubt came.

Myself : Semporna? That is like hundred miles away from my hometown. 
My dad : 'Its far and dangerous.'


I almost rejected it because my dad doesn't seem thrilled to hear the news.
I thought of the environment there.
I thought of Abu Sayyaf.
I thought of how am i going to adapt.
I thought of how in the world will i be going to church there.
I thought of so many things.
And i thought of the new things and new people that i will encounter, and most importantly the new experiences that i will gained there.

I understand my dad's feeling. Maybe if i were a boy, it'll be different.
on a second thought maybe i'll never understand feeling of a parent until i become one.


But deep down in my heart, i really want to go.
I know this is totally out of my comfort zone, but if i want it, i gotta chase it!
And somehow, i managed to get my dad's permission.
Thank God. Thanks dad. :)

Semporna is totally out of my comfort zone, everything here the community and the culture is different.
But i adapted to this place faster than i thought.

I'll never get tired of the view

And when i went to Mabul for the first time, i fell.

I fall in love with Mabul

I love the sandy beach. I love the blue-green clear water.

Enjoying the warm rays from the sunset

I love the magnificent sunset and the sunrise.

Sunset in Mabul

I'm always in awed by the night view where moon surrounded by 'halo' and full of shinning star sky.
The sound of the wave splashing on the shore is music to my ear.
I enjoy the feeling of wind softly blowing over every part of me.

I love the briskly salt air and the wind!

I love the smell of the ocean.

I love the feeling of sand between my toes.

I came back as a tourist. Fuh~

I'm envious of the simple livelihood of the community here.

From Left : detergent, vinegar, cooking oil, soy sauce, *i forgot* , milo.

I enjoy watching the kids running around playing their self-created-creative-games their mind can think of.

Kids playing happily in their own world 

And i absolutely love how the kids are never shy to greet me when they see me as i smile to them.

Lovely kids! <3

I love how time seems to pass slowly here.

And what i love most is to be with the ocean.
To swim, snorkel and dive here.

Being underwater, my soul feels calm.
I feel like i am in the other world now. Lost in the world of my own.
I feel like all my worries disappear into the ocean.

Dear God, is this heaven? If it's this beautiful on earth, what more it would be in heaven? 

I feel like i belong here. Not on land.
I feel like i can stay here forever. I really do.

It just feels right.
Ya, it makes me want to be a  fish.

imma happy happy in the water

But on a second thought, i'd rather be a mermaid that can change my leg back whenever i want to go back on land.

Is that too much too ask?
Ya i thought so.

Thinking back,i never thought i would have so much courage to be swimming at the open ocean without any floating device.
But now, i would be more than happy to jump in the middle of the ocean without my safety jacket and swim as long as i can.

Working with WWF in Semporna-Mabul, i gained more than i could possibly imagined.
Thank God for this chance and for all the warmest and nicest people i met here.

It's only fair that when you love something, you want to protect it.
Somehow, my passion toward the ocean might be not as big as anyone i know, but still i do have passion toward the ocean and the marine life in it. This i cannot deny.

So ya i'm working on how to protect what i love.
Which by being a part of any conservation team would really means a lot to me.
I was a part of WWF then, and now i just have to figure out what's next step.
Till then, wish me luck or better, keep me in your prayer.
In the meantime, i will continue to keep loving the ocean.

P.s :Somehow, those 3 years of my life in university really did taught me more than just swimming. Thank God for the Strength. Sometime Blessings can be very good in disguising. So have faith, my friend. GBU. :)

Its been a while since i'm this PISSED OFF

It's been a long while since i really been this pissed off.
I considered myself to be quite a patient person.


Sia rasa la..Mungkin sia perasan, tapi sia agak yakin di situ bahawa sia ialah seorang penyabar dan yakni lebih bersabar dari sabariah dan sabruddin..

Long time ago since i can remember.

Paling last sia MARADANG yang macam mau kasi tabalik mija pun ada ialah....time sia pigi kadai mo order minuman, sia order jus avocado tapi tiada, trus sia order jus tembikai pun tiada juga, terus dengan yakinnya sia order ice lemon tea pun teda lemon diabilang.
Trus macam sia rasa sia dalam rancangan 'Just For Fun' yang dadi sia selalu tingu punya rancangan yang kasi buduh urang ni yang ada hidden kamera.
Last-last sia order teh tarik ping kali tuh. Nasib baik ADA.

Lucu punya kadai.. miahaha. apa seja yang sia mo order, memang teda kali. Fuh~


So, here goes the story.

I went to KK with my parent today. And to make it to the point, we drop by at the fish market there.
The fish market that is next to the..erm. to the sea? *Its not important anyway.

Eeee itu pasar ikan sanaa bah. yang di belakang pasar pilipin KK. 


Then my dad and mum jalan-jalan pergi membeli belah di pasar ikan itu, maka saya pun membuntuti mereka dan seperti biasa, secara automatiknya dan demokratiknya tugas saya ialah tukang pigang barang.


As my dad and mum wander around the fish market, they bought fishes, crabs, mussels, and squids.

Which all of these end up at my hand. 

'Kamu mau kasi makan satu kampung ka ni, dady..?'

Sia rasa kalau buli, memang mo kasih panuh tuh belakang hilux dengan seafood2 sekalian.

Ini baru pasar ikan ni, ugou. Belum lagi masuk pasar yang di dalam. 
"Patutlah sia kana suruh ikut pigi kk.." sia berbisik dalam hati nurani sia.


Sia redha jugala sebab: 
1. Sebab kami teda amah suda bah. Kalau suda basar tu anak2 semua, anak2 la otomatik jadi amah kali kan. JK.
2. Sebab sia juga yang makan tu makanan nanti. 


Then my dad ask me to wait for the fish to be gutted as he went to buy more seafood. I think.

The guy at the stall : Bapa ko ka tuh?
(sia nda mau jawab ba tuh tapi nasib sia nda sumbung)
Me : Eyaa.
The guy : Oh bapa ko.. Mentua sia lai tuh kan? Hiihi..
Me : Mmmbah.. (sia mau katawa juga dengan gurauan dia tapi sia pura-pura tersenyum mesra seja..)

Reaksi sia

I'm okay with people being playful like that. They are just being super unnecessarily friendly.
And i'm also okay with the 'psstt..psst..' and 'peewit~' and whatsoever sound you can imagine when people try to disturb you.
Keeping my cool, i ignore all the psst and phewit and walk behind my dad.

Bah perkara besa bah tuh. 
Ko tau tau la kalau di pasar ikan ni, asal ada sumandak berjalan limpas mo mambali ikan basung pun tatap kana kacau. Sia rasa bukan di sini sejala, memang seluruh dunia pun begitu juga lumrah dia.
Tapi sia tidak marah jugala. Sebab mungkin kalau sia lalaki pun sia pun nakal juga mau mengacau orang. Buring bah tuh jual ikan. Takkan dia mau siul tuh ikan kan. Sia paham juga gima. Fuh~

Being disturbed like that is kinda common here and i adapted to be immune to those 'psst' and ''peewit~' and 'fitfeew~'
Its no big deal as long as they don't try more than that or try to touched me.

So i walked behind my dad carrying so many delicious seafood with smiley face like this:

Except that i don't dye my hair. And i don't wear ribbons on my hair. T.T

Suddenly there is this one guy walking toward me.
And it was as if that guy was trying to purposely bump into me. As if he's trying to do something funny to me.

But with my quick ninja reflexes, i dodged him.
I thought he accidentally did that, so i look back wanting to smile politely at him and i was expecting him to apologize or look sorry..at least.

And he was smiling disgustingly at me.
Something similar to this:

 

As he walk away,he keep looking at me with those eyes with that evil smile on his face.

And i'm 101% sure that he PURPOSELY try to bump into me.


And i feel so insulted. Even though i managed to dodged him and he failed to do whatever stupid things he's attempting to do.

That's a harassment dude, damn it! 
And i stop. I was too pissed off and try to control my anger.

I didn't have my picture taken at that exact time so this is the closest thing to imagine how i look:

Well, without the F word. And sangat marah sampai tuh ribbon di rambut pun tepelanting.

I look at that guy who has walk further away but still smiling disgustingly at me.
I close my eyes and breathe in...Fuh~

I was wearing my gray contact lense . And if i glare longer,i imagine myself turning into vampire like the one from the Underworld movie.


How i imagine i glare with my gray contact lense:

How i really glare at that guy:

Times this by 10 times and that's how i glare at him. Damn.

I glare at him with my most intense glare. (Refer pic above)


I wanted to shout at him but he was already far away from me. And my dad was out of sight.

Thank God he didn't managed to touch me. So i just keep my calm and search for my dad who apparently walk so quickly and is already at the parking lot when i was busy staring intensely at that damn pervert guy.

Damn it.

You yjmhfhftgbdrfveszfgbcdgvbnzx, damn pervert guy.
If i did not dodged just now and you touched me, we would end up in a police station.


Still holding the fishes, crabs, squids, and mussels on my hand, I try to control my anger and asking God for more patience. And forgiveness so that i can forgive that guy.

No point in holding on to this kind of anger with this kind of guy anyway.
I'm not letting some random guy ruining my whole day.

So,damn pervert guy.
If there's a next time, i'll see you in the police station.
With my future lawyer. *Which doesn't exist. Yet.

And when i was back at home, the anger pretty much is gone. And my mood get better when i listen to this 'It will rain' cover by Joseph Vincent. =)
Check out his video. I love all his covers!

I can't stop humming this song - It Will Rain. It keeps playing in my head.

P.s : Even though i rewrite the event in a more sense of humour way. I was really pissed off at that moment.
Well, i will be more careful next time. Dear you, please be careful too. =)

Vain-mode in the car

God be with you too,
aibeh

It's February

Hi February!

I miss the ocean.

To be exact, i miss Mabul.

The simple livelihood, with no vehicle and kids that greet you everytime you pass by. Sweet kan the kids? <3 (kids here at my place don't really greet strangers..)

Kids that stay happy..all the time. =)

20 cent each.  (at first i didn't know what are these..)

The ocean breeze and the wavy sea.

The blue sky with its lovely cloud.

Seaventure Platform Spotted : Gonna dive there someday!

Common sight in Mabul

Taken at Kulapuan Island. (One Day on Earth Programme)

And my favourite time is at night.
The starry starry night, the moon with its 'halo'.
(Unfortunately, i didn't took pictures of Mabul at night because i'm too busy with another night activity..mihihi)


I really love being in an island.
I can gaze at the sky and ocean all day.

So yeah..
One of my 2012 resolution : Diving at Sipadan this year on my birthday! *Finger crossed*
I went there once for a Turtle Study, but only have the chance to snorkel. Next time, i'll definitely DIVE.

Super bumpy ride to Sipadan, but it's worth every single bump!  

P.s : 

Well.
The closest thing to ocean is a swimming pool(which is 1 km walking distance from my house.)

The truth has set me free

Today, the Truth has set me free.
And i thank the Lord, from the bottom of my heart.  (if my heart have bottom)

Yes the truth hurts, but it is also the truth that set us FREE.


P.s : I found out another different type of truth when i'm facebooking...coincidentally.
This is crazy.  Oh God, why?
I mean..of all the people, why must it be that person?
My sixth sense is starting to freak me out. =O



Nah..maybe i should just ignored it.


May you too will found the Truth.
Blessed day people! =)