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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Happy~

I'm happy.

I'm happy even though i'm busy and burdened, because U never give me burden that i can't carry.

I'm happy even though there are obstacles and trials everyday, because it makes me stronger each day.

Enough said. I'm happy.

 =)

Happy with the things i have now.

Happy with the ways my life goes.

Happy with the family and friends that i have.


Happy because i'm still breathing, walking, hearing, seeing and talking like a normal person.

Happy because when i cant and don't know how to pray,
You still listen to me.

Happy because Your grace is always ENOUGH for me.

Always.

Dear God, THANK YOU. 

There won't be enough Thank You to show how much thankful i am, but still Thank You dear Jesus!

* ada 2 new angels i met this semester. Tingkiew God~ Hee~ ^^

Sunday, September 12, 2010


I came across this prayer as i was browsing through the website and i thought i wanna share it.

Simply because Sharing is caring.

Here goes the prayer:

You never know
when God is going to bless you!!
Good things happen when
you least expect them to !!

Dear Lord, I thank You for this day,
I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning.
I’m blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God.

You have done so much for me
and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything
I have done, said or thought
that was not pleasing to you.

I ask now for Your forgiveness…
Please keep me safe
from all danger and harm. 
Help me to start this day
with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.
Let me make the best of each and every day
to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Please broaden my mind
that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper
over things I have no control over.
And give me the best response
when I’m pushed beyond my limits.


I know that when I can’t pray,
You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be
a blessing to others.

Keep me strong that I may help the weak….
Keep me uplifted that I may have
words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost
and can’t find their way.

I pray for those that are misjudged
and misunderstood.
I pray for those who
don’t know You intimately.
I pray for those that will delete this
without sharing it with others
I pray for those that don’t believe..
 
But I thank You that I believe
that God changes people and
God changes things.
I pray for all my sisters and brothers.
For each and every family member
in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy
in their homes; that they are out of debt
and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this
knows there is no problem, circumstance,
or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.

I pray that these words be received
into the hearts of every eye that sees it
in Jesus’ name.

Amen!
God Bless ! ! ! ! !

Thursday, September 9, 2010

PBK 11!!

PBK stands for Pesta Belia Keusukupan.

Its like a big camp to gathers all the youth from all part of Sabah.
To celebrate and to strengthen our faith in Lord Jesus Christ.bles

I just came back from this program.
Feel so tired but still have the energy to open Facebook ne and upload the pictures taken in these 5 days.

I feel so thankful ne to lord God for calling me to this camp. And thank God i said Yes.

I really REALLY love PBK 11.

Praise the Lord. Alleluia!
Sangaaaaaaaaat siokk nee~

All the activities are very nice ne.
Really helpful in searching for my calling in life, and in strengthening my faith in Him ne.

Apart from spending time with my lovely CSG members.

Im happy that i chose to go to this camp even if i have to sacrifice a bit of my holiday.

Even though some of the CSG member baru seja saia jumpa, but its like we've been friends for years ne.

Like what sheerah said : This is the 'foretaste of the Kingdom of God'.

Lord God. Thank You.

1 thing to ponder upon from this camp.

Really makes me think ne.

There are so many voices in us.

And usually its either :

world's voice, or Jesus's voice.

This isn't easy. Its gonna be real tough.

But with god's grace, nothing is impossible.
 

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Long day~

Tired.

Sudeenly feels meaningless.

Suddenly feels like giving up.

Suddenly feels too many of worldliness thing in my life.

Leaving behind my University Life and all those unimportant things.
I feel like giving up and go somewhere FAR FAR AWAY and marry some nice guy.
...................
........................
Yeah.
Perhaps an arranged marriage.
Or Kawin Lari. *burh~
Oh itu tabole, tara bole. Nanti jadi anak derahaka.

Astajah. I watch too much Korean Movie. 
-_-"

Everytime i feel so tired and empty and meaningless and whatsoever you call it,
This stupid-crazy thought really cross my mind.

Maybe im too tired.
Maybe i should get some sleep.

Maybe..
I shouldn't be scribling craps in my blog when i'm supposed to finish my Turtle Assigment tonight.

Wish me luck, Lord bless me, strengthen me and BE with me!
Amen! ^^