It's been 3 years.
Sigh~
It's tiring. Emotionally.
And i dislike what it is turning me into.
I don't feel angry, i just feel hurt.
And sometime i hate myself for not being able to feel angry.
aish..biarla.
Patience and faith are the only thing i have left.
If i've come this far, perhaps it is worth the tiredness.
Is it?
And this undefined thing has been kinda roller-coaster-ride for me.
Sometime it makes me happy for no reason,
sometime it hurt so much that i wish nothing ever happened.
But most of the time, i feel like a fool.
But its ok though.
I guess that's life.
It's time to let go.
and LET GOD.
Saying is always easier than doing it, right?
I know i can't do this alone.
But with God, nothing is impossible ba
Have Your way in me Lord.
Amen.
Good bye.
P.s: I can forgive, but i can never forget.
There's a place out there for us in this temporary home. For me, this is My place. My world. My thoughts. My crap. My way of expressing myself. My voiceless voice. And when i say life is a blessing. I really believe it, just that sometimes Blessing can be very good in disguising.
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