Hakuna Matata

Hakuna matata means no worries. *I forgot what language it is..

O yay!! Im so overjoy right now. I just came back from my 3 days programme for the Welcoming Junior Party. Though i feel so tired, im so happy, so alive and so content.

Waha. Wahaha! Wahahaha.. *sa ketawa dulu selama 5 minit

I know that i should be worried about my FYP. *is it too early to be worried? Dei..

But still im too happy to worry. Well. I pretty much get the idea of how im going to do my FYP already, and i've started a bit already..maybe thats why.

And well, i guess my life here is not all just about FYP. And i almost forgot that. =)
There are so many more things in life, and FYP is just one of it, so no point in worrying about 1 thing and forget all the other things that make you feel so happy and alive.

Since i am in my final year now and since im one of the comitee member of CSG UMS, i guess there's no better time that serve more passionately in CSG. Well. better late than never kan.

I knew that i will get something from this WJP thing, but i never thought that i would actually so much more! O Yay!! GIve thanks to the Lord! Alleluia! =D

O man, i meet and welcomed so many juniors these few weeks that i  really feels that time passes so QUICK.
Suddenly im in my 3rd year now?! *tiapa, yang penting jiwa sia sentiasa mudaa!! o yeah..parasan sendiri..

Embaa..sa mau kuak dada lu di tilam sia. Nite all! God bless u guys!!!

Un-Home

‘All my bags are packed..im ready to go. .lalalaa..’

Well, not really.  I guess we are never too old to be homesick.

Even though all your things are packed, you still feel so reluctant to go away from home. And they said, “Home is a place where our feet leave, but not your heart”.

So i went back on 8^th July 2010(Thursday).

Ya i know, a little too early to go back when my lectures start on the next Wednesday..!?

But i sign up to be the ajk for the Sehari Bersama Kolej,

*which i kinda regrets because i could have spend another 6 days at home doing ermm....nothing.?

Okay, apparently Sehari Bersama Kolej is not only for 1 day huh. They should’ve change it to like ermm..Berhari hari bersama Kolej.duh.

So on Thursday i went back to KKIP and right after my parent went back, i feel so un-HOME-SWEET-HOME  already. Huhuhhuhuhu..dont know if such word exist, but i bet so many people feel the same.

I don’t know about other, but the first day is always the hardest. The day that you really really miss home so much and anywhere else make you feel so un-HOME.

And i cant stop but to imagine myself at home. Like at this hour, i would be at home watching starworld sambil minum kupi tenom fatt choi. And it only make this un-HOME feeling worse. And i sleep early that night.

And on Friday, we continue doing the preparation for the SBK(Sehari bersama Kolej), but i only went at night. They have a meeting around afternoon but i have this meeting with the Catholic student Group (CSG) for this upcoming Welcoming Junior Party (WJP) at Youth Prep Centre(YPC).

I didn’t really plan to go to the meeting since  i don’t think i went to any of the meetings before(which im truly sorry), did i?

 But since im one of the biro, well i REALLY should go. By the way im the Biro for the Sukan and Rekreasi. Oh ya, i didn’t know i was the ajk for the CSG until someonelse tells me and i thought they were joking.

Astaga astaga astaga.. x100

i didn’t really know why in the world  my name is in the Jawatankuasa for the CSG 2010-2011since i did not even went to their meeting when they were choosing the AJK!! And not to mention that i didn’t really go to their CSG gatherings since i was moved to KKIP. Come to think of it, i was kinda active in CSG during my first year..but on my second year, i kinda busy and i suddenly went to Life fire gathering, itu pun kadang kadang. Hihi. *okeh jangan bagi alasan bilang.

Well..its not that i don’t want to be in this Jawatankuasa(okay maybe a little reluctant), but because i feel that there are a lot of people that are better than me to carry this responsibility right? And i just don’t feel that i can give a hundred commitments being a final year student and living outside the campus.  *masih lagi memberi alasan ne.

But on a second thought, maybe im wrong.

Maybe im not seeing this the right way.

Maybe i should trust Him more. *iya!! Mimang pun bilang.

But well, i guess this is how God works. Maybe this is how God is calling me back. I guess, this is the time.

And it reminds me of the bible quotes from Philippians:

 “I am able to do all things through Him who give me strength.”

And i know i can do it, and i know that this is my time to serve people, and not just wait to be served.

And i know that all the busy and hectic life of student can’t stop me from serving, i just gotta figures out a way.

And i know that if i cant figure out a way, God will always make a way.

iyaa! sia yakin sejala!!

And im happy that i decided to go to the CSG meeting that Friday, i don’t know why i hesitate to go at the first place..because the people there are REALLY nice. And i know im not that close to the ajk in CSG and that what makes me hesitate, but still they are super nice. And i went anyway. Thank God for that.

So the meeting end around 4 pm and it was raining cat and dog. I waited a while before i went back to IP. And right after i reach my house, i wash my face and terus kuak dada di tilam ne.

So, i was really looking forward to this WJP! Can’t wait to see the juniors and welcoming them to make them feels like home!

 Gonna stay there at CSG centre on weekend and im gonna give my best.  Walaupun sia ajk sukan games seja..hihihi..=)