Control your emotion, don't let iyour emotion control you

When dealing with difficult people who only knows how to piss us off, i often ask for strength to endure it and carry on, but sometimes..i really feel like asking for Strength to beat them to death. Thank God i can still keep my sanity.

S,L and M stands for?

Hye blogggie.

So, im at home.

They said time passes slowly when you do nothing.

But if all is do is nothing, how come I feel that time passes as fast as 3x10^8 m/s?

And next month im going back to Ums already.

So we were talking during dinner just now and its about Michael (my lil brother) who is going to buy us souvenir from his Seminar-Angkasawan-bla3 thing. And he is going to buy us t shirt, with zodiac sign on it.

Okey, I’ll spare the detail.

I ask my lil bro to bought me the smallest one and my dad said t-shirt wouldn’t look good in S size.

Well, its not like I’ll look good in a L size t-shirt either.

Ya..ya..

So i wanna ask here.

What do S,L and M stands for?

Small, Large and Medium?

No no no..salah sesalah salahnya..

Apparently for my dad, the sizes of S, M and L stand for something else.

Its not for small, medium or large.

According to my dad, (chin,2010) *nah,siap quote lagi ni.

S = Sempit

L = Longgar

and guess what M stands for?

Guess..

Guess la..

Im trying to make you think here..

Okayla..                                                     

I test my dad and asked him, “then what do M stands for?” *I ask because I thought he wouldn’t have a different meaning for the M.

Dengan selamba nya, lebih slumber dari lagu OAG dan dengan yakinnya, seyakin yakin boleh, he answered:

M = Muat.

-_-“

okeh, I didn’t see the M thing coming. Tahniah la sama beliau..tingu la sepa anak dia..wakaka

Now I know where do my loyar buruk gene came from. My dad.

And wait till you hear what my mum said when she found out that im taking marin science for my  degree.

‘Apa la ko mo kerja nanti? Cari ikan duyung?’

Me : …. ….. *anak panah menusuk di jantung

Okay. -_-‘ boleh ba kalau ko.

And my lil bro said : ‘Jurulatih dolphin. Pemberus gigi paus.’

Me : …. ada lagi? Polah manas.. *anak panah kedua macam  shinchan

Okay, ejek saja ba. ejek saja.  

See? So don’t be surprise that I have too much sense of humor and a bit sarcastic.

Well, bukan salah ibu mengandung.

jadi mo Kasi salah birth control?

Wakaka..

Anyway, I found out a new definition of S,L and M today. Thanks for the info la otosan.

I am a mariner.

Well..

At a second thought, those jobs they’ve mentioned seems to be fun.

A dolphin trainer? I’ll do that one day.

As long as I love my course, and as long as I have passion for marine, ill survive.

Somehow.

Yes I will. With God’s will.

Good day everyone. =D

A broken heart is like a broken glasses?

Ohaiyo minna san.

Okay, the title pretty much sums up my post today.

Its my semester break now, that’s why i have time to update my once-in-a-blue-moon blog.
I didn’t update it like everyday,  
okay im one of those lazy blogger and makes people wonder why the heck did I make a blog if I know I will be as lazy to update it.

Well, because I think that my blog is just one of those voiceless voice where I’ll only write about things that I don’t usually talk to people about. 

And that some things are best to be kept to yourself. *Trust me =D


So, in short.
I’ll update my blog only to share things that I think are worth to be shared to other.

No, im not trying to show off here in my blog talking big about how blessed my life is or trying to teach other of life principle or morals or ethic or whatsoever you call it.

Its because good things are meant to be shared.

Because you know what they said :

Sharing is caring. 

And it’s a wonderful feeling. =D


And I was the kind of person who think a lot. 

When I saw something or someone, even its just the smallest detail of it, I just can’t help but to think further and my imagination just took over me. *And sometimes it pisses people off, sorry  my friend. =D

Well, I like how the little things in life make you wonder, you know.


Things that we overlook, things that are considered blessing to other, thing we took for granted, little things that matter.
.
I love how when sometimes I look at something or something happens, it makes me realize. makes me think. Teach me something.

*okay aibeh boleh ko mula cerita suda bilang..berjela jela ah bilang. boleh buat buku suda ni.


So I was washing the dishes just now. .

And as I was arranging the plates, one of the bowl slipped from my hand and I was trying to catch it.


Using my leg.

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Ya i used my leg.

-_-okay2.. i know what you gonna say to me.

Okay, good job aibeh. Ko ingat ko monyet sarkas ka bilang.!

I don’t know what the heck was I thinking, I guess its my reflect working there.

Maybe i thought that I can kick it and when it flew on the air in slow motion i'll catch it using my hand like The Matrix.

Or Like one of those movies of Bruce Lee. Sot. Mulau bilang.

Okay2. Its out of topic already.


So the bowl broke into pieces and thank God my mum is not one of the antique Chinese porcelain collector that collect expensive and irreplaceable antiques at homes.


*Well, its not like my family is rich enough to buy those things, and plus even if we are rich,

 WHO uses expensive antiques porcelain bowl to eat  at the first place anyway?

Thank God. Or i'll have to hide the evidence. 

 And thank God I was alone at home.

*If not, my sister will just make a fuss of it as if she never broke one. bla bla balaa~  

So I just look at the broken pieces of the bowl and I remember one quote I’ve heard before.

Broken hearts are like broken glasses. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

So, as I was picking those broken pieces I ask: “If I just leave those broken glasses there, won’t it hurt somebody else?


And well I don’t really agree on this quote. No offence. Everyone have a piece of their mind.

Here's what i think.

You gotta fix what you broke. Even if its gonna hurt you.

Because if you don’ pick the broken glasses, someone else will be hurt. 

And it might be the people who love you, and who care about you, who want you to be happy.


And its better to hurt yourself than to carry the guilt of hurting other for not fixing things when you still have the chance. Well, that’s what I think.

And if you are afraid to be hurt, then you’ll ever be in love.

Because with love comes pain.

But with pain come the Strength.

Right?

No?

*Fair enough. Everyone have their own view. And this is mine. =D


I do believe that pain makes you stronger. And those obstacles in life are what will sandpaper you, and it might hurt for a temporary period, but when you manage to overcme it, you are stronger than ever.


You know.. I always think that you should be careful what you ask for. 

When you ask God to make you stronger, don’t expect strength will come easily.


God will give you obstacles to overcome, but remember Lord will never give you burden you cannot carry.


Lord never promises you a life full of roses, but He promises that when the time you are put to test, He will provide you the strength to overcome it.

So, the conclusion is that I feel that when you have a broken heart, don’t just leave it.

Its partly true that broken heart are like broken glasses, its better to leave them than hurt yourself trying to put them back together.


But well, if you just leave those broken glasses like that, you are not the only one hurting, you’ll hurt others who step on it.

You see, when you have a broken heart, you are not the only one who is hurt.  

 

Other who loves you, who care about you, will hurt as well. 
Okay. Maybe not as much as you do. But still they do feel the pain as well.


So if you just leave your broken heart like that afraid of hurting yourself more by fixing it, you are just hurting  others as well and most importantly your spiritual self, and you will need one of those inner healing.

Because a doctor can’t heal a broken heart, only God can.

Don’t be afraid to get hurt in the process of fxing the broken glass, because with pain comes the Strength.

And pain is a part of the learning process in our life.

Isn't it? No pain no gain. That's what they said.=D

Ya, i can't agree more a heart is like a glass.

So, if you are break a glass, pick up the pieces! 

In the end, some one will have to pick it and get hurt. 

And that 'someone' is you.

Because its your heart.


Don't leave it, deal with it.

Because we are not small kids anymore.


We can't just leave things and hope that other will take care of you and your problem.

So,

And if you have a broken heart, Fix it.

If you can't, then leave it to God.

Let God fix it for you, but you gotta let Him have the pieces.

Simple enough. =D

But well, fair enough, everyone have their own view. Right?

Okay, enough of my bla bla blaa~

Good day everyone. =D