不是你的就别再勉强

Ya, suddenly i miss writing in chinese character.

I almost forgot the things is learned back then, during my primary years.

Things has been normal lately. 

And its kinda boring.

So, a voice, a small voice is telling me, *though i do not know whose voice it is

'aibeh, its ok to let go. Its ok. 

Just let it be. 

God has greater plan for you, and you might not see it now, but you will. One day, you will see it.'

Sometimes im so stubborn, i know that it can be, but still its hard for me to give up.

But well, this is life.

It aint a bed of roses.

If it is, you won't become stronger.

Falling for a few times makes you stronger.

If you never fall, you will be so weak.

And i heard this quote somewhere:

it s not about how many times you fall, its about how many time you stand up again after you fall.

So even if I fall a thousand time, it doesn’t matter, coz I know that I’ll stand up again and if I don’t, God will raise me up.

Keh, cukup la sa merapu di sini. gotta get back to my studying session~ waa~

Another 1 year. 1 year, 2 semester, 12 months, 365 days.

sigh~
a lot of people trying to piss me off lately.
my patience is really wearing thin, going way off my limits.
Thank God im not the person i used to be,
the 'me' back then would not have as much patience as i do now.
I would just piss of and declare a silent war for whole month. Ya whole month. U hear me right.

And lately, people are triggering the old 'me', and most of the time, i really feel like snapping the people who  is trying to bring me down and ignore them.
As if its worth my time being angry at those people.
Sigh~
Life has been hard on me lately.
If u are not gonna make me happy,
pleasee..
at least dont piss me.

And i come across this small voice inside me. It struck me right in my head.
And i recall that i did pray that i wish i can be a good friend to the people around me.
And so, thats what God is making me.
A Good friend.
And God is doing that by giving me difficult friends.
And yes, be careful what u ask for.
And well, it all make sense now.
And if this is how im gonna be a good friens, so be it.
All i need is to pray that ill have the strong will and through God's grace ill be able to be a good friend.
Ya, i know im not pretty much the best-est friend u ever had, but still im one of your friend.
God bless. ~_~

Difficult relationship is made up of difficult people

Well..the post title pretty much sum up my feeling.
May i have the patient to endure when it come to me.
Even though they are difficult, i still love them to bits. =)