Last weekend, my church colleague, Catholic Student Group came to Tenom.
And they visited my house!
The fact is i really miss being a part of CSG. (Catholic Student Group)
Back in the university time, i spent a whole lot of time with them.
And those time are time where i really feel belong and literally changed my view in God.
To be honest, as a Christian,I never was a strong believer before,
but here in CSG my faith grows.
Thank God for CSG!
Its a long story. But definitely a good story though.
Anyway,
I was so happy that they came even for a while.
Weeee~
My parent are more than glad to welcome them too! ^^
They brought with them a joyful and loving heart to my house.
Thank you guys. I love CSG, and i love being a part of CSG.
Aways do, always will.
Since a picture says a thousand word, here goes a thousand word:
There's a place out there for us in this temporary home. For me, this is My place. My world. My thoughts. My crap. My way of expressing myself. My voiceless voice. And when i say life is a blessing. I really believe it, just that sometimes Blessing can be very good in disguising.
Visitors
Monday, June 4, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Quiet Before The Storm
Good am peeps!
The weather today is perfect to describe my feeling.
It's shady and the sun is nowhere to be seen.
It gives you this describable warm feeling.
Clouds are forming, and it's quiet.
It's almost like the Quiet Before The Storm.
If a storm is coming,
I hope the storm do bring the rainbows along.
May you keep me strong when the storm come,
aibeh
The weather today is perfect to describe my feeling.
It's shady and the sun is nowhere to be seen.
It gives you this describable warm feeling.
Clouds are forming, and it's quiet.
It's almost like the Quiet Before The Storm.
If a storm is coming,
I hope the storm do bring the rainbows along.
| It's coming |
May you keep me strong when the storm come,
aibeh
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
HUMANS ARE LIKE BUTTERFLY
Good am peeps!
You know how different people are
attracted to different things?
Yes, well..even our 5 fingers has different height,
what more is our personal interest ba.
Some people love ‘this’, while some people
love ‘that.
But
doesn’t mean that they can’t love each other right? (yeah. sometime
i’m confuse of my own words too)
After all, people can be different, but at
the end of the day..
Love remain the same.. Love is still Love.
I vaguely remember since when exactly, but
I’m very much attracted to nature like the ocean , and plants and any other
creature that have to do with nature.
I’m mesmerized by them, especially by
those little things in our everday life.
It feels like i really learn a lot from
them. A lot.
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I found that Human are a lot like
Butterfly.
(Well at least i thought so)
Let me relate it with a few stories..or
examples.
THE BOY
AND THE BUTTERFLY STRUGGLE (i came up with this title my own)
I bet you are familiar with the butterfly
cocoon story, do you?
Where the butterfly was supposed to
struggle to push its way through the tiny oppening of its cocoon and
pushes out its body and into its wings.
But instead, the boy help the butterfly by
snipping the cocoon to create a bigger hole on the cocoon in order to let the
butterfly emerge from it.
However, the butterfly end up with a
shriveled wings and swollen body.
The boy’s good intentions hurt the
butterfly. Because without the struggle, the butterfly would never fly.
(We)Human too, in order to ‘fly’, need to
struggle at some point in their life.
THE
BEAUTIFUL WINGS OF THE BUTTERFLY(yeah, i came up
with this on my own too)
I was browsing through the internet and i
saw this wonderful quote :
Butterfly
can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but
everyone else can.
People
are like that as well.
And i found this so very true.
Oh, then i start browsing and i found that
butterfly can’t hear, they are nearsighted.
( Well, perhaps this explain why
they can’t see their wings)
Instead, the can feel vibration and they have
excellent sense of smell. They ‘taste’ with their feet.
Butterfly has amazingly beautiful wings, but they
can’t see it.
Human have wings too. And human’s wings
are something that can’t be seen litteraly.
I believe that human are angels in
disguise.
You
know, not all the angels have wings, and not all that have wings are angels.
Because devil have wings too. (yeah we can have either type of wings)
I guess that’s why you can’t see our human
wings if you don’t look at it the right way.
Question that sprang to my mind :
If even the
litterally obvious beautiful wings can’t be seen, what more is the human’s
invisible wings?
And it doesn’t matter how beautiful your wing
is if you can’t see it yourself. Right? Why bother having one anyway? Right
again?
Well.. perhaps, the wings on your back is
not the only wing you own, there’s another beautiful wings that lies on your
heart.
And here goes the answer that follow along
after thinking for a while :
I guess
sometime it’s okay even if you can’t see your own beautiful wings on your back.
As long as you know its there, as long as you realize
that what makes you truly beautiful lies not only your back,
But most importantly, in you heart.
Maybe we
do see it, but sometime for some reason something along the
way come and block our view from seeing our beautiful wings.
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Sometime i wonder if the reason why we
can’t see our wings all the time is because God wants us to see
other people’s
wings too.
To assure and remind them again that they
too have beautiful wings.
That we
are all beautiful. In our own way. (u just gotta figure out in what way)
And beauty is something to
be shared. Not only the physical tangible beauty.
Because beauty take
various forms such as the kindness of heart. Or a simple gesture by strangers.
You name it.
Its only normal that we human
have flaws. But its the flaws that define us. And it is also the flaw that make us want to be better. Isn’t it?
And the flaw of not seeing
our own wings sometimes can turn out to be a good thing too.
Because if we can see our beautiful wings
everyday, we get too fond of ourself, (after all we are only human)
Thus we become too proud to look at other
but ourself. And that proud make you want to ‘fly’ alone.
Well what use is it no matter how
beautiful your wings are if you are alone.
Perhaps, its a good thing that we don’t
see our beautiful wing all the time. Right?
Because we are not the only beautiful
creature that God has created. May God bless you with a beautiful heart everyday
of your life, so that you can be a beautiful child of God.
Amen.
May you found your way to 'fly' to heaven,
aibeh
Monday, May 7, 2012
PROTECTING WHAT YOU LOVE
You know, it's only fair that if we love something,
we want to protect it.
And the ocean is one of the thousand things that i love.
These days i live far away from the ocean.
And when i miss the ocean,
when i miss the brisk salty breeze air,
or the feeling of sand between my toes,
i watch discovery channel. (or the Astro channel from 550 to 556)
Well, i know i can only see it through the television, but still it somehow make it bearable.
And today i am reminded that to protect what you love, you don't only protect the particular species.
You protect where it lives too. Its habitat, its sanctuary, its nursery.
So in conclusion, when you protect the ocean, you protect the species that lives within it too.
I don't know how much you love the ocean or for what reason you love the ocean,
but if you do love the ocean, let us at least do our own part to protect it.
And i'm crossing my finger that one day i'll be a part of the team to protect the ocean.
....and the other things that i love.
may you found the courage to protect what you love,
aibeh 8.39
we want to protect it.
And the ocean is one of the thousand things that i love.
These days i live far away from the ocean.
And when i miss the ocean,
when i miss the brisk salty breeze air,
or the feeling of sand between my toes,
i watch discovery channel. (or the Astro channel from 550 to 556)
Well, i know i can only see it through the television, but still it somehow make it bearable.
And today i am reminded that to protect what you love, you don't only protect the particular species.
You protect where it lives too. Its habitat, its sanctuary, its nursery.
So in conclusion, when you protect the ocean, you protect the species that lives within it too.
I don't know how much you love the ocean or for what reason you love the ocean,
but if you do love the ocean, let us at least do our own part to protect it.
And i'm crossing my finger that one day i'll be a part of the team to protect the ocean.
....and the other things that i love.
may you found the courage to protect what you love,
aibeh 8.39
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Holding Hand
Did you know that sea otter hold hand while they are sleeping so that they don't float away from each other?
I went 'Aww..' watching the otter reaching for its partner's hand.
Totally adorable!
So, yeah. What i'm trying to say today is:
Find someone that don't only reach for your hand, but also your heart.
This just made my day. C:
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| Damn sweet |
May you have a sweet day. Cheers!
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Random Thoughts
I'm having random thoughts again. Things i would love to do before i die.
1. Open a baby clothes store. This thought popped out when i was crocheting my nephew's beanie, and it turn out really cute! Doii..please la aibeh.. Ya, a girl can dream right?
2. I'm gonna sneak into a swimming pool in the middle of the night and swim as long as i want. This is just crazy, but definitely one of the things that i always want to do.
3. Conquer Mr Everest's heart. Actually, I mean to conquer Mount Kinabalu. Definitely!
Here's a thought. To make these dreams come true quicker perhaps i should marry off some rich sons of millionaire and ask him to make number 1 and 2 come true by buying a store and a swimming pool for me.
Well i doubt that he can buy me number 3 though.
According to my statistical analysis, the probability of marrying some rich guy that are :
- guy with good looking, nice and romantic character
- guy i'm in love with
- and actually loves me back
is like 99.9%..
IF you are the main actress in a korean movie.
So the chances for it to happen in real life is 1%.
Okay, i guess it's enough for now. Should accomplished one of these before i list out another random thoughts again.
Have a nice day, peeps. Be blessed! :)
12.29 pm
1. Open a baby clothes store. This thought popped out when i was crocheting my nephew's beanie, and it turn out really cute! Doii..please la aibeh.. Ya, a girl can dream right?
2. I'm gonna sneak into a swimming pool in the middle of the night and swim as long as i want. This is just crazy, but definitely one of the things that i always want to do.
3. Conquer Mr Everest's heart. Actually, I mean to conquer Mount Kinabalu. Definitely!
Here's a thought. To make these dreams come true quicker perhaps i should marry off some rich sons of millionaire and ask him to make number 1 and 2 come true by buying a store and a swimming pool for me.
Well i doubt that he can buy me number 3 though.
According to my statistical analysis, the probability of marrying some rich guy that are :
- guy with good looking, nice and romantic character
- guy i'm in love with
- and actually loves me back
is like 99.9%..
IF you are the main actress in a korean movie.
So the chances for it to happen in real life is 1%.
Okay, i guess it's enough for now. Should accomplished one of these before i list out another random thoughts again.
Have a nice day, peeps. Be blessed! :)
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| i'm wearing my onceinablue beanie |
12.29 pm
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